The fanatic, the hermite and the zombie are of negativity all compact

I start writing again after christmas. But what strange weeks they have been. I cant read any newspaper articles anymore, or see any images on tv. What has happend in Asia, is bewildering.

And when i turn another channel, as i can't watch the news anymore, i see the superficiallity of the West. Sex shows, gamequizzes and homecooking programs. These times make you a religous fanatic (our end has come), an hermite (just me and my world). or a zombie (i cant do anything, so just let it happen).

I know these disasters are the fate of humankind, but i need a positive force in my life. A spark.